“life will be better in spring”

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We all want to fall in love. Why? Because that experience makes us feel completely alive. Where every sense is heightened, every emotion is magnified, our everyday reality is shattered and we are flying into the heavens. It may only last a moment, and hour, an afternoon. But that doesn't diminish its value. Because we are left with memories that we treasure for the rest of our life.



Time check~ its 11:40 PM...

Wouldn't it be great if your birthday or your lover birthday keeps repeating like a recorder. Every single day, joy and happiness keeps pouring onto you. Because the best moments of your life will always be your birthday or lover birthday. People only show their love and concern when it comes to the special day. But, wait a minute, shouldn't it be a everyday habit? You should show love and concern to the person everyday while you also should feel it that way everyday? Life wouldn't be that miserable already!! Well, but can we do? Nothing at all....The only thing is to appreciate it.... This is life....

Its 12:07 A.M!! Just came back home from outing with cliques... Ok that was great, had lots of fun with them. Go to downtown east to have dinner (Macdonals) while having soccer chats. Its was super hilarious that we almost laugh our lungs out! After that, we went for bowling! Ok, i have to admit, I was in the last position. Gosh! That all for the day with them but with the little things we do it really brought us closer.

Its 11:56 P.M..... Probably most of the students are asleep now while those students who are having holidays are awake doing their stuff! While as for me? I am right here blogging!

There are some point of time when we are feeling so down that only person could ever cheer us up or make our day is your couple/crush/spouse. Little things they do could make us removing our sulky faces mask.

I am not sure about what i am feeling these few days. But its some kind of feeling that you experienced when you have an affection for someone. Over do you overcome it? Confess? Hide? Sometimes even by trying to open my mouth to talk is a difficulties for me!! How great?!

Valentine's Day

Well well wellll~~~ I am back to blogging after a long period of time missing in action. What do i have to tell you guys about my blog? Oh ya! I did well for my O levels examination!! Horray! I score 18 points! Beside, i am from NA stream~~~ I can't believe that i actually manage to score that well. Better than expectations!

People around me were shocked! Its fortunated for me that i did not waste a year of my life sitting for O levels. If i were to did badly for my O levels, i will still have to go to ITE which i can actually went in after my N levels! So yeah!! Entering into Temasak Poly, school of Design! School reopens on 23 April, can't wait to go to school!

Really gonna study hard in my Polytechnic education, my goal is to enter into the top Universities in the world to sit for my Degree and after that probably going to further studies for my Masters! Will be touching up more about this in near future!

Had a really long day today.... So i am signing off right now! Bye!

Went out with my cliques to "Play Nation". Had a great time with them, play from 9.30p.m to 11.30p.m. We played Rock Band and Just Dance, super fun. Reach home about 12.30a.m and was exhausted.

Just came back home from playing ppol outside again. The reason why i went is because i need to relax!!.

Just came back from playing pool with cousin. Well, we win a lot of people. Played for a few hours, jio people play some does not want to play, some agree to play. Well, nice game to those who agree.

Finally, i manage to change my blog songs

Since i am already in blogger to link someone. Is to update my blog.

It has been a long time since i update my blog. Yeah now i am updating my blog. I know that i and you is impossible, it has been my second time confessing it to you. I have be waiting for you the past 7 months. But you only treat me as a brother. I do understand that.... So just give me some time to overcome this.... I am doing so slowly... But whatever you do just wanna say all the best. If you wanna look for me or wanna share with me anything, you can simply look for me. I may not be the guy you wanna look for but i can be the guy who will be there for you...... Just leave it as it goes..... Me myself sometimes i face problems also but i just to simply also care for you and being there for you. I just try to do my best for you to the best i can for you. I dunno u are reading this or not but i hope u know this is refering to you. Always cheer up and let anyone hurt you.



Oh ya AUNTY!!!! You might be shock reading this stop tinking i will post negative things. LOL!! Thanks for being there for me, you know is like always there.... Your laughter just make someone just laugh for no reason. LOL..... You are always there supporting me whatever i do or listening to my problems. You will be like " SAY, SAY" Trying to copy me ar? haha...... Also thanks for sometimes helping me out.... serious thanks....... THANKS YOU LAU AUNTY!!

After school went to SingPost to eat, was bored anyway theen headed home for tuition. Then after tuition went straight to computer time. Damm bored nowaday...... Tomorow maybe will be heading to library to study, maybe got to study alone again or friends. :(

Well got to tell you, i am going to be there for you when you are down or whatever. When you need me i will try my very best to be there for you.I just wish that you will be always happy no matter what. I dun wish you got hurt, if u were to got hurt share the pain with me. I am going to be there for you. ^_^..... Dun worry everything is going to be alright!

Today, woke up was like like going to be late. Still took my time to go to school i must be crazy but still reach school in time. =.=!! Today got back result of some prelim paper, not bad la hard work as pain off but still got some subject that failed. :( Slept during english paper wass like super tired. Just cant be bothered.

Lately, i have been praying for exams and people around me, lately friends around me came across problem which were unexpected to them, have been praying for them so that they can overcome the diffcultiess and come out of the darkness.

Last of all, i will be there for you when you are in need, will always be with you and comfort you. ^-^

I do not know whether should i give up on you or i should not give up on you when i have been telling you all this things when i am not even applying this on my own. While i could not see you get hurts even though you knows what i am going to say. I cant just force myself to say it to you a second time when i 1st ever said to you. I rather let you go to someone you loves more.... Though i might be sad. I wish u will get him one day....... For now i hope you will not be hurt and sad.... Though i am hurt too

Today i went to marine parade library about 2.15 with friends and we studied all the way to 5.30 and we went to parkway to banquet to have dinner. I had grill fish with sambal.... Whao shiok!! Then after eating went back to library. While crossing the bridge i slip and cut my toe, was bleeding like ...... Friends went there and help me.... Clean the wound already and we went back to library to mug again. So we were like studying bio till 8.30...... Then just came home straight......... Feeling bored now.....




I just wish to have you with me :)

Today i was late for BS, oh man..... ok faster rush down to expo and i reach there about 4.20... Oh man it was late already, so yong ming was like nvm we shall have it after svc, during that time i was feeling bad......

Ok svc was awesome ok, Ps kong is back.... Woot his preaching is awesome, touch by what he just said earlier on........ Wrote down a lot of notes about what he just preach about.... hhmmmmm and i was in front of my cousin cell group which is mich jie jie.... ok!! and of cuz someone in there.... ^^

ok end svc went to airport to fellowship.... ok fellowship was awesome...... ok!!! hoho then on the way home was keep smsing someone.... cool ^^ sweet ok...

ok everything was just awesome today!!

Ok yesterday have a really fun video call and web cam with brian and daryl..... it awesome ok!!!! take photos of our Big eyes... But not to forget about msn conference with brian, charmaine and eileen.... We were chatting quite long till i became to fall sick, i took a bath and i pray to God that he can heal me because today i had N lvl oral, i pray for my sickness and oral......

Thanks to brain for praying also, then i made a promise that i will go a week fast without soft drinks, and eventually God heal me today morning, amen!!! So i must made my promise.

today oral was like OMG, i tink i can pass, the invilgilator was smiling all the way, ok i think they must be happy listening to me? hahahah................. I wish myself all the best.

Oh ya thanks brian and charmaine for wishing me good luck this morning. XIE XIE NI

Currently hong tuck is now at my house, doing song sheet for E472...... Yeah!! For later Cell Group Meeting at joan house, yeah!! it going to be awesome!!! I am turning more happy and happy. Hahahaha Hong tuck is scolding my PRINTER!!!!! He saying my PRINTER is SLOW POK hahahhaha.... Hey my printer is old ok!!!


hahahah Today early morning about 2 a.m had fun MSN conference with Huang Wan Ting and Daoyi.... hahahaha yeah!!! hahaha.... So fun sia......... Awesome.......

I Love You guys, my E472 and my youth band..... Love

Ok this day has finally end here, the past seven months of happiness will shall end today. I hope you are happy for what you have now, and i hope you can find someone better then me? I hope you have made the good choice, i respect it.

Past is past, the present is present, the future is the future. What God has taken away from me now, he will return back to me a million times..... Amen!!!. I love God, E472 and my beloved friends, always there for me whenever i need them... Awesome!!....

While finally everything is all over, nvm you will still be my friend even thought we break up? yeah friend? hahaha.......

Ok so well............. Going to look ahead of me......

I hope i can be your side, i hope i am the one for you, i wish i will always be there for you.

School is going to reopen, why did the one month went pass so fast? arhhhhhh
nothing really to blog

To you: You have change last time you used to not be like this. But over for a moment you have like change to a different person. Is it someone has chnage you? Or not? You just sound like you does not want to treasure this relationship anymore.......

Yesterday. went out with elder cousin and amos to ktv, had whole lots of fun singing from 3 to 7. Then after that proceed to play Pool, also had fun with them, laughter and jokes. Then after that went home....... Enjoy the day.

I just love my Youth Band and E472, wish that i never be apart from them......... Loves ya.........

It seems we are drifting apart, you change or i have change. I cant really know who is at fault.
It was different from last time already. Why u would not care about it, in your eyes i am just like another guy.

E472 is the best of all, they were so awesome that i have no other best words to describe them. I am so lucky to have met them. But soon we are going to spilt or one day we are going to be spilt in a different area. No matter where are are, lets now get to know each other well and stay together, lets treasure the time now..... Love E472

Later gotta meet Amos, and my elder cousin Eddy, maybe we going to play pool or watch movie go to kBox. I am not sure.

Yesterday, had a great time with E472, i can tell you this they were awesome and excellence. Meet Brian, Cyrus and Janet at Bedok interchange then we proceed to East Coast Park. Then we gave Gavin a big surprise because it was his birthday. Had a great time enjoying ourselves at the beach, play soccer and fly kite. Whao!!

Then after that about 5 oclock all of us rent a bike and we cycle, the exciting is my Youth band and i kept singing while riding and at the same time enjoying the breeze. hahas Awesome.

then after that we go to parkway to have dinner. I love Youth band and E472 always there for me. Awww so touch T_T......

Love you all.........

It has been 5 days i did not talk to you, what you have done really makes me angry or sad or hurt...... i do not really know those feeling, it just changes round and round. Is your life just like this, i have given everything that just make you happy with it.

Thought some of my friends said, should not give way to you....... Some said just let it be cuz she a girl........ This makes me a difficult choice.

Is it my mistake that i have giving you way too much?

You never put me in you? Did you? Or i did not notice?

Anyway thanks Janet for being my listening ear, I love you ^^........
And of cuz God for loving me too





Thanks to my E472 and my "youth Band" for celebrating for my birthday and thanks to HER for singing birthday song for me in my Fb wall post.

Really enjoy myself on that day, recieve present, cake and a car shape birthday card with E472 faces on it...... Thanks for birthday message for me that was written on it.

Recieving my result 2moro........ I did improve alittle. But still did not pass overall.... But wish mum will not ban me....... Improve is better then not improving......

June holidays is going to arrive soon!! Just i have planned i am going to study and of course go out with my Youth band and others.......

i prepare some stuff for myself to do during the holidays. Really got to mugg on studies that keep my time busy....

I have been praying for myself to go to church

My result was not so bad......... i did improve some of my subjects....... I should be able to do well in my N levels. i am trying to aim for a better course. Wish mum still let me go church. God has made a huge impact in my life. Amen!!

Firstly, thanks to Janet for her help earlier on just now, feel better after talking to her. About some stuff. Thanks Janet!!

Secondly, i might fail overall but i tried my best and show improvments.

Thrid, Thanks God for giving me a helping hand on my studies.

I wish N level will be an easy stuff for me and others. Hope this year the standard of N level might be low.


Had plan for june holidays, i am going to study and of course some time to go out. Yeah.....

Yesterday, went out with Janet, Li xin and some of her friends. Have a lots of fun with them, enjoying ourselves like crazy. I am sorry Janet for not taking pictures with you :(. sorry, later with see you then have a picture with you. Now was bored waiting for time to pass by then out for CG... yeah

Next time maybe will be going out with them again..... As group as usual or maybe change?

Now was just worry for my result......... But most important is N Lvl....... I hope mum still allow me to go even though i did not produce good result.