Can This Be Love? .... Maybe.

Tuesday, February 9, 2010

Today, i will be going home late again, got remedial then follow up got CIP project, will be ending about 5 plus..... By the time, i will be like exhausted and i really hope that i will not be so tired and got a irritating headaches make me aches the whole school day , during lesson cant even concentrate on learning, feeling restless.

Now i am like counting down the time to about 3 more weeks and i will be attending church services regularly, feeling excited. What i wanted to go there because to praise, worship and receive testimonial from all types of pastor and make new friends...

And once again i have forgotten to files in my paper into my file.... Wish there is computer or someone will just say, " Andy, FILE IN YOUR PAPER INTO YOU FILE NOW!!!". Will that be exciting? hohoxx

Currently is like missing baby lo. T-T

Considered for a second about our love at {6:36 AM}
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Sunday, February 7, 2010

What am i suppose to do? Thinking and planning on what am i suppose to do....... Today went to father workshop and make my sample stainless steel bar for my DnT project..... But quite worried that teacher might now allow that stainless bar......

Considered for a second about our love at {9:24 PM}
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Saturday, February 6, 2010

What can i say in this post? erm erm...... Just uploaded 4 new songs from Michael Jackson, 1st( This is it ), 2nd( You are not alone ), 3rd ( Beat it ), 4( Billy jean ).

I am like counting down to the day, wish to meet her on friday (12/2). But was thinking, will she be able to make it? If she is not able to make it, then how? Quite nervous when i will be able to meet her, my face sure turn red and nothing come out of my mouth. Was like, what to say? Quite anxious, hope she dun mind, when i am able to meet her on that day.

Will be feeling quite shy, but i hope is normal. If i were to be able to can through this, will be great.

^_^

Considered for a second about our love at {6:17 PM}
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Friday, February 5, 2010

Now doing my DnT project on design brief, planning to do a "All-in 1 " cabinet, it like damm hard to do, many step on it to work it out, some of my friends are doing, dining table, dog and some others. But my is cabinet, should not had plan to do that.

This few days have been constantly thinking about Baby, She just pop in my mind anytime and valentines days is like coming, i had been wanting to pass her the gift. But dunno how to pass it to her. Just missing you Baby. <3 Baby must take care of yourself, ok?

Considered for a second about our love at {9:16 PM}
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Thursday, February 4, 2010

My date is nearing already, how?? It getting nearer and nearer already? What am i going to do? How? How? The world is like crushing into me. Going to piss me off with those things i in counter. What i am like going to be as busy as a bee and i am going to try to put in my mind that i must be hardworking as an ant.

No matter what comes my way.

Hohoxx Valentines day is coming sia, i am going to prepare the GIFT l, so excited, but dunno how to face her and give it to her, scare she dun like it? Or reject it? Must make her happy xoxo. ^_^

There is one sentence i say today, i went pass a church and saw this testimonial. Jesus said " Come to me...." Am i right? Amen!!

Considered for a second about our love at {5:38 PM}
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Monday, February 1, 2010

I am like getting out of the HELL. What the CRAB (crap) is this? There almost nothing in my life to get so many things to do and yet i am like just wasting my time only.

There is 1 more year for me to go in Secondary school life and everything is going to change tremendously. Many things is coming my way, everything diffcult situation is reaching.

Every step i take to climb a mountain, every breath is harder to believe. I make it through the pain, weather the hurricanes to get to that one things

Just when i think the road is going nowhere then it take it by the hand and show i that i can, There are no Boundaries!!!

Yeah! I know that, i am trying to pump in my sweat and blood in every work i am trying to do.

Can i be an "A*" student, can i? I am like trying to reach that in my life, but why i cant just want to prove something for myself.

Come on Andy Ng!!! ME LOVE God and BABY

Considered for a second about our love at {4:11 PM}
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Saturday, January 30, 2010

This few days was like very tired, reach home was already half dead, so went to take a bath and jump onto the bed and sleep. Was into a deep sleep, last time i did not experience this, but now like so stress but did not feel the stress in the head.

I am trying to be as hardworking as an ant but i am actually as lazy as a pig. Could not get myself into study mode, all i do was drag drag but in the end i manage to get myself into study mode like about 1 to 2 hr. But was thinking it is not up to standard for a secondary 4 people. Look at those bookworm out there in the world, all they now was STUDY, but in this world was only gamer in Singapore.

Even my friend who always score 1st in the class, said she does not like to study, but its no choice.

i am going to aim a pass in my CA

Considered for a second about our love at {2:44 PM}
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Sunday, January 24, 2010

Why you cant just think what you are suppose to do when i ask you that? WHY? is it so difficult to understand. i will just keep waiting till i get it from you ok? I AM STILL WAITING for, it had been ages since u knew about it but u just kept silence. Why i wish you would just say something.

Considered for a second about our love at {12:29 AM}
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Friday, January 22, 2010

Guys, there is a few more weeks then i started gaining trust from my mum already. Started doing things on my own to prove for what i can for her. The important thing is that i can start to go to church and worship Him. Him is the greatest life ever in me. Gaining trust from mum is the most important and respecting her the most important this prove how discipline you are. That is how she see in you. After going to church for the some time, my life has change, i feel like i become for self-discipline, attitude, self-reliance and responsibility. This is going to increase more and more until it reach the fullest potential. Mum, i am going to get your trust!!!

Secondly, i am starting to get heavy in work, work , work, I mean Schoolwork. IT A BIG BIG BIG PROJECT!!!!!! It DnT big project, those who are taking DnT and you are in like sec 3 or lower, it easy, i even score the highest but you reach sec 4, that the real time, if you in sec 3 and you still cannot cope, i guess what you better back up or else it is full stop for you. BIG PROJECT, got 7 months to do my artifact. You got to do many things, i shall continue the next post

Considered for a second about our love at {9:43 PM}
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Saturday, January 9, 2010

Sorry for not posting for this few days due to study, Mum does not allow me to use the computer. Nvm it okies, i dun mind ^_^. Dunno what to post just want to say that i have change the blog song to Haru Haru and Sorry Sorry. hahas anyone love it? Post on my blog.

Considered for a second about our love at {5:30 PM}
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Sunday, January 3, 2010

Tomorrow, school going to be reopen and i will be taking my N lvl already, OMGs hahas. Everything is going to be alright, with Him nothing is impossible, Yeah!!!. I will bless the LOrd with all my soul, Holy are You lord my heart will sing out.

School reopen everything is going to be alright, i mean back to normal as usual but one thing has change is Me, Myself. After this few months, i have been through sunshine and rain, but everything seems to be solved!! Yeah.....

When school has settle down, i am going to be studying hard, revising and of course some outings. Study come in my life. He has give me his light, he has shine up all my darkness in me making it bright for me to carry on with my journey up the Mountain and road.

"Never get distracted in everything, always forcus in one thing, then this is the only way to achieve what you wants" By Pastor .......

Considered for a second about our love at {8:50 PM}
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Yesterday when to Church, the Hall has be move from Hall 8 to Hall 1. The Church service was Good. After service went to simpang and have dinner, the beef steak was not so bad, on the way to Simpang was chatting with Yong Ming kor about swimming , then Cyrus suddenly come disturb we both chatting. LOL

We were then walking on the small road, this thing was damm funny, Eric and his friend stand opposite the road. When they saw a car coming already, his friend pretend to throw a string to Eric then they both hold it. The car slowly down and stop but there was nothing then the uncle drive again after being tricked by them with and invisible string, hahas then everyone started to laugh.

hahas Brian Lee remember to give Morning call ar? lol when the time has reach.

"If you fail to plan, you are planning to fail" from pastor ....... ( i will remember that )

Considered for a second about our love at {1:40 PM}
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Wednesday, December 30, 2009

Getting on with your life make a differences from what you did now. Hahas just now was like chatting abit with Shir did not know that she was blogging too, -.-!! ( I mean now ) There is nothing much to post about. Hahas. Wish that i can attend this coming Saturday the service, plzzz mum let me go to every service it will benefit me alot from now the the future in me.

"Love what you have now, better then regret in the future"
" Cherish what you have now, rather then being lave alone in the times"
From-- Andy

I am really piss off with someone or maybe sometwo. Really piss off with that person. I am letting life goes on.

Considered for a second about our love at {9:00 PM}
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Monday, December 28, 2009

Does life get easier for me ? This question have pop up to me now. So far so good, i am closer to Him now better then last time. After having to attend quite a number of services this month. Brian Lee was like JY JY, keep on asking , keep on asking. Hahas Brian Lee so funny. Just have to ~~~Pray~~. Looking for the future i have.

Knowing what i can do, is the time where i learn. Get on with Hope, is the future in you.

Considered for a second about our love at {9:37 PM}
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Sunday, December 27, 2009

All i have been thinking is Church Church Church. Really want to go feeling that i am so called related to Him. But why i does not have a guts to ask mum. WHY! WHY! WHY!. Something is pushing me to go to church. Like, " Go to Church, Go, Go, Go. Come On, Go to church". This mind always said but whenever thinks of my mum getting angry, i would not have the guts? Can anyone help me, so called sort out this problem?

Can anyone please give me a helping hand? Reach out for me? Please?

Church services, wish to attend it all service. Or maybe Mum suddenly say " Andy, i give you the freedom to chose a religon?

I would say " Christian ". Then i will say Christian is not a religon is and relationship to Him. Yeah.

Come on PLease

Considered for a second about our love at {8:55 PM}
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Saturday, December 26, 2009

Just came back from grandma house after eating dinner because just went for End year service at church, finally praises Him. Feel the comfortable feeling, i am instead related to Him after some thing happens. Just wish to go to church more often, if my mum were to let me go for every service i am going to prove to her my Good result. Serious i am going to prove.

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~I am going to keep on praying.~~~~~~~~~~~

Why bring hates or dislike or anger to me?

Considered for a second about our love at {9:26 PM}
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Friday, December 25, 2009

Yesterday went church with Brian lee, my brother and my other two cousin. After that was waiting for two girls ( dunno what they are name ). The service was awesome and the drama was rather fantastic. After that PS Kong ask for salvation, went down for salvation for many times already, but Brian told me to went down again with him again.

Then agree with him went down with him, each time i went down there feel a rather comfortable feeling. Brian pray for me, i was like so called rather touch by what he say and done for me. Just want to thanks him. Thanks Brian ^_^.

Hope can go to church like for every service but only afraid by mum rejection. Each time went for service rather comfortable after bottling up so much feeling. If my mum were to let me go for every service, i am going to be grateful and i am going to really thanks her alot. That is my wish.

Seriously i have the feeling that i am related to Him. If the whole world is not going to love me, Him is going to love me. Will my wish be granted? Hope so

Considered for a second about our love at {10:37 AM}
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Wednesday, December 23, 2009

Is it sweet to see someone or a couple to be fell in love each other? Just like one of my friend said, she said it sweet to see it. The feeling for each other make you melt, but in reality it does not.

To Baby:

i think of you so often,
and it always make me smile,
Because you are the type of person who make my day worth,
this lovely message is coming in me,
I once love you dearly,
i hope that we will never be apart.

Could you admit that you love me once,
Will you say a thing about we,
We were living sweet but it had been corrupt by someone,
We gone through the suffering and pain of that someone,

Could you admit it you ever love me before?

Considered for a second about our love at {8:37 PM}
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Tuesday, December 22, 2009

I am dead bored already anyone care to talk to me in the sense of chatting.

To lover:

Our love was strong, now it is broken,
Our love was pure now it is tainted,
Our love was happiness, it turn into sadness,
our love was once a loving feeling ever we felt,
but was destroy,
by someone who disregarded the fact that we were together.

Considered for a second about our love at {8:24 PM}
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Sunday, December 20, 2009

To lover:

Part of me doesn't want to let go, but i do know that you really want,
Nothing can change what you mean to me,
But time change where you and me want to be,
It was all before when you find,
Me coming back for more, but that not how it is anymore,
Now i want to get over you and let go everything i once knew,
I am here to respect what you want, there by letting you go.

Considered for a second about our love at {8:51 PM}
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Saturday, December 19, 2009

Friday 18/12 when out with brother to habourfront and have games and bible talk. When with alot of people. After listening to Amelia about having peace with yourself, i understand what it mean already. Peace is the only way. Then reach home about 10 plus and went to sleep due to tired.

Then today when out with FAM because we have FAM outing, went out with --UNITY--, Strike-Freedom, Gundoz, gundoung, liang. hahas so fun we went to VIVO then suddenly change so we went to Sing plaza to watch AVATAR the show is rather nice then after watching went to Cathay to play lan. Hahas Liang so bad sio every time disiao Gundoz. lol then chat there and here. hahas but it play play only nothing serious. Maybe next time we going to FAM outing again. lol

Considered for a second about our love at {8:51 PM}
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Thursday, December 17, 2009

Today was just 1 chap of my homework, then was playing audition alone...... Till baby came in.....Then off my computer. Till now play audition playing with Denise, CPL mode for story mode. I cant help her, only manage to pass 1 time for her...... I am like disappointed to myself for not passing for her.... I am such a noob in CPL mode.... Just want to apologise to her. SRY....

Today, my mood it seems to went down, i like seems to be so emotional..... That was not like me in the past, does not know what strike me in my feeling that make me feel that kind of feeling. Luckily there is someone to talk to..

Wish to go out with that person.........

Considered for a second about our love at {8:42 PM}
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Wednesday, December 16, 2009

My words for today is empty, my mind went blank today, cannot describe what i had done today. Tomorow i am going out with MaoMao. No, it maybe only. Nt sure. after the day after tomorow got another outing which is the gan outings. It going to be great i guess so...... It a guess
Then maybe 23 or 24 or 25 i am going to church with brother for x mas event it going to be great....... Anyone interested can plz tag my blog that you are interested..... Just stating you want to go.....

Please comment at something to make my blog nice at my tagboard. Thanks

To lover:

Would you make me happy,
Would you make a it sweet,
I wish i would grab your hand one day,
Feel the feeling in and out,
make sure you too feel the same as me
It will be just nice for it to be like that,
It will be respectful and nice.

Considered for a second about our love at {5:08 PM}
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Tuesday, December 15, 2009

This week is a big pack for me. Tomorow going for check up then at night going for eye check up. Then the following day going with MAOMAO<3. LOL. After that saturday going with my Gans ( FAM ). This whole week is pretty busy but at least there is something to cope up rather then staying at home doing nothing and waste a day of your life.

To lover:

Could you just make my wish true,
Could you hold me tight in hand,
Could you just do something that worth for me,
Would let the life of it go wasted,
Would you let the love of it melt down you,
Would you make the first move every morning,
Not just me.
The move of your is worth of me.
Getting on with it make me feel good.

Considered for a second about our love at {3:37 PM}
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Friday, December 11, 2009

Today was kinda sick the whole morning and afternoon, so i slept the whole morning to afternoon. Then went to ply audition with baby. Kinda fun playing with her and she is like very cheerful make me does not sick anymore.

Kinda bored this few days, next week going out with my FAM members, then maybe 23, 24,25 Dec, one of the days i am going to church with my brother, i am kinda miss church, i am going to ask my mum to let me go, NOTHING IS IMPOSSIBLE.

To lover:

i need you, i need a hug just once to be loved again, i want to feel a whole i want to feel secure but that is impossible when your not here i dunno who you are i dont know if i ever will. One day i hope we will meet so you can sweep off my feet, i want to have that feeling. that one that everyone gets. When they know is right and they have no regrets. Will you ever be there for me? Not caring what other people believe i hope so and i hope so soon because i will be waiting......... waiting here for you

Considered for a second about our love at {7:31 PM}
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Friday, December 4, 2009

Today was playing audition at that moment Baby was not online, i feel like a uncomfortable feeling. The feeling is like lonely. So i play black shot till dinner time. it rather bored like i am lonely when i never got a chance to play with baby when i am free. So i just simply blast the people head, i did not expect myself to get a extreme bloddy head shot reward

To lover:

I am not sorry for my soul
that it must go unsatisfied
for it can live a thousand times
eternity is deep and white.

shall we, too rise forgetful from our sleep
and shall my soul that lies within your hand

Considered for a second about our love at {8:54 PM}
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Thursday, December 3, 2009

Today play black shot whole day. I am kinda tired of already, all this while i play Counter strike for 10 years, then now i play black shot, i am not so use to it. If counter strike that will be great.

I finally see the future of mine in me

Considered for a second about our love at {8:57 PM}
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Tuesday, December 1, 2009

Today play with baby audition but suddenly audition disconnected due to some urgent restart. So now playing facebook games. Tomorrow mostly probably Liang is coming to do some work

The time it seems to be running out, but the day seems to pass by each day slow, but the night fall quickly. Then sunrise again seem to be so fast, then the cycle restart all over again.

Am i thinking for something or am i waiting of the day i wish to come? This month i have lots of thing to do, many outings and going out.

Considered for a second about our love at {8:52 PM}
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Monday, November 30, 2009

Today went for therapy, then when home play audition with Baby but suddenly dad call me to help him to install a new wire into hos bedroom, drill hole here and there. Then after dinner went to play audition with baby again until now blogging.

Life is getting easier for me after i had met a a person who has change me. Getting better to understand what he say, following what he has taught me and i apply to it and it works. It make me feel good and comfortable. Without him i not even knowing what am i suppose to do. Without him my life will be in chaos.

Considered for a second about our love at {8:41 PM}
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Sunday, November 29, 2009

Just now try watch Liang wedding party, gratzs for him. hahas. Today just msning only, and play alittle bit of audition.

Getting on with something i like to do, is a great thing for me to do. Clinging on something you want is what you desire. What you really want is what you wish for. What you wish for is want you want to get. What you want to get is what you want to use it. What you want to use it is what is useful to you.

Considered for a second about our love at {8:29 PM}
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The Lover

About Me

My name is Andy NG
Born into this world on 24 may 1994
I am a friendly guy and love God

Likes

Playing sports and computer games
Love my Baby the most
Love God the most of the most

Person who are friendly
Dislikes

Person who love to act big
Betrayer
Person who insult others
Things that i dun like

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