sad boy

2012-02-15T23:56:00.002+08:00

Its 11:56 P.M..... Probably most of the students are asleep now while those students who are having holidays are awake doing their stuff! While as for me? I am right here blogging!

There are some point of time when we are feeling so down that only person could ever cheer us up or make our day is your couple/crush/spouse. Little things they do could make us removing our sulky faces mask.

I am not sure about what i am feeling these few days. But its some kind of feeling that you experienced when you have an affection for someone. Over do you overcome it? Confess? Hide? Sometimes even by trying to open my mouth to talk is a difficulties for me!! How great?!

What should i do?!!!

2012-02-14T23:26:00.003+08:00

Valentine's Day

So 30 more mins and valentine's day is gonna end! So where do you celebrate it? How?. Does your boyfriend/girlfriend was touched by what you did?

Well..... Valentine's day is the day where you spend with your loved ones. So which means it does not have to be the day for couples only. If you are single, you can actually look for your other friends and hang out together! Awesome isn't ? So you are not alone!!

What about me? How do i spend my Valentine's day

? Very simple.... I hang out with my cousin. Had lunch with me at a Japanese restaurant. We just started off by sharing our usual common talks which led us to playing pool at Pomo for hours. Its our usual activities each time when we meet up. So after that went to meet my other cousin and headed to Hougang Plaza to have our dinner. Yet again, common rubbish and talks started coming out of our mouth. Hahaha!!! Sharing about our goals in life and where we want to see ourselves standing in the future! So after that, we dispersed ourselves again but i followed my elder cousin to his house as i am staying for a night. :D

See? Simple but enjoyable! Valentine's Day does not need to be so grand or fantastic. All you needed is a memorable day with your loved ones.

So guys! Once again Happy Valentine's Day!!

2012-02-13T17:29:00.002+08:00

Well well wellll~~~ I am back to blogging after a long period of time missing in action. What do i have to tell you guys about my blog? Oh ya! I did well for my O levels examination!! Horray! I score 18 points! Beside, i am from NA stream~~~ I can't believe that i actually manage to score that well. Better than expectations!

People around me were shocked! Its fortunated for me that i did not waste a year of my life sitting for O levels. If i were to did badly for my O levels, i will still have to go to ITE which i can actually went in after my N levels! So yeah!! Entering into Temasak Poly, school of Design! School reopens on 23 April, can't wait to go to school!

Really gonna study hard in my Polytechnic education, my goal is to enter into the top Universities in the world to sit for my Degree and after that probably going to further studies for my Masters! Will be touching up more about this in near future!

Had a really long day today.... So i am signing off right now! Bye!

2011-04-16T14:09:00.002+08:00

Went out with my cliques to "Play Nation". Had a great time with them, play from 9.30p.m to 11.30p.m. We played Rock Band and Just Dance, super fun. Reach home about 12.30a.m and was exhausted.

Well, Nurin, no matter what circumstances you are facing, you got to always remember that you have good friends around you to support you. Just wanna tell you that, you got to stop hurting yourself because once you do that, you are actually hurting people around you also. Next time, if you are facing any difficulties feel free to look for me. I can be your listening ear and i can lend you my shoulder if you need. You must learn to live and let live! ok? Cheer up! :D

2011-03-18T21:36:00.003+08:00

Just came back home from playing ppol outside again. The reason why i went is because i need to relax!!.

Why did it happen to me? :( i wish we can return back to last time, enjoying ourselves and now are like enemies. :( Almost cried! :(

2011-03-17T23:02:00.002+08:00

Just came back from playing pool with cousin. Well, we win a lot of people. Played for a few hours, jio people play some does not want to play, some agree to play. Well, nice game to those who agree.

Why do i feel a sense of lost? Is kinda weird feeling, which i cant really explain. :(

2011-03-15T12:12:00.002+08:00

Finally, i manage to change my blog songs

1)you're my

2)Baby i am sorry

3)your call

4)fall for you

5)cookie jar

Just came back home from school, boring lesson cant really concentrate during the lesson. I was like in Holiday mood. How i wish i was younger so that there is nothing i cant worry about. O lvl date is nearing.

I miss Japan!! Will i ever go back to Japan once again? Can i like go to Japan to help them. I wanna rebuild Japan again. Japan i will come back again!

2011-03-14T18:11:00.002+08:00

Since i am already in blogger to link someone. Is to update my blog.

March Holiday has started already but there is a huge holiday day for me, not sure how am i gonna complete it. Since i already in sec5, my goal is to go to POLY and not to waste one year in sec school life.

Mission: pass o lvls with good result, enter to business and social enterprise in nee ann poly,graduate from there having a diploma cert, further studies in oversea and get a degree.

Oh yeah, Church is gonna move from expo to SUNTEC, cant wait for this coming sunday to attend the grand opening. City Harvest Church, you rocks!!

It took me a long time to forget you girl, all i can do is to be friends. My love story for you has ended.

Updated completed. Woots~

2010-12-12T16:55:00.002+08:00

It has been a long time since i update my blog. Yeah now i am updating my blog. I know that i and you is impossible, it has been my second time confessing it to you. I have be waiting for you the past 7 months. But you only treat me as a brother. I do understand that.... So just give me some time to overcome this.... I am doing so slowly... But whatever you do just wanna say all the best. If you wanna look for me or wanna share with me anything, you can simply look for me. I may not be the guy you wanna look for but i can be the guy who will be there for you...... Just leave it as it goes..... Me myself sometimes i face problems also but i just to simply also care for you and being there for you. I just try to do my best for you to the best i can for you. I dunno u are reading this or not but i hope u know this is refering to you. Always cheer up and let anyone hurt you.

Oh ya AUNTY!!!! You might be shock reading this stop tinking i will post negative things. LOL!! Thanks for being there for me, you know is like always there.... Your laughter just make someone just laugh for no reason. LOL..... You are always there supporting me whatever i do or listening to my problems. You will be like " SAY, SAY" Trying to copy me ar? haha...... Also thanks for sometimes helping me out.... serious thanks....... THANKS YOU LAU AUNTY!!

2010-08-25T19:03:00.002+08:00

After school went to SingPost to eat, was bored anyway theen headed home for tuition. Then after tuition went straight to computer time. Damm bored nowaday...... Tomorow maybe will be heading to library to study, maybe got to study alone again or friends. :(

Well got to tell you, i am going to be there for you when you are down or whatever. When you need me i will try my very best to be there for you.I just wish that you will be always happy no matter what. I dun wish you got hurt, if u were to got hurt share the pain with me. I am going to be there for you. ^_^..... Dun worry everything is going to be alright!

2010-08-23T19:47:00.003+08:00

Today, woke up was like like going to be late. Still took my time to go to school i must be crazy but still reach school in time. =.=!! Today got back result of some prelim paper, not bad la hard work as pain off but still got some subject that failed. :( Slept during english paper wass like super tired. Just cant be bothered.

Lately, i have been praying for exams and people around me, lately friends around me came across problem which were unexpected to them, have been praying for them so that they can overcome the diffcultiess and come out of the darkness.

Last of all, i will be there for you when you are in need, will always be with you and comfort you. ^-^

2010-08-03T20:26:00.002+08:00

I do not know whether should i give up on you or i should not give up on you when i have been telling you all this things when i am not even applying this on my own. While i could not see you get hurts even though you knows what i am going to say. I cant just force myself to say it to you a second time when i 1st ever said to you. I rather let you go to someone you loves more.... Though i might be sad. I wish u will get him one day....... For now i hope you will not be hurt and sad.... Though i am hurt too

2010-07-31T21:30:00.003+08:00

Today i went to marine parade library about 2.15 with friends and we studied all the way to 5.30 and we went to parkway to banquet to have dinner. I had grill fish with sambal.... Whao shiok!! Then after eating went back to library. While crossing the bridge i slip and cut my toe, was bleeding like ...... Friends went there and help me.... Clean the wound already and we went back to library to mug again. So we were like studying bio till 8.30...... Then just came home straight......... Feeling bored now.....

I just wish to have you with me :)

2010-07-17T23:55:00.002+08:00

Today i was late for BS, oh man..... ok faster rush down to expo and i reach there about 4.20... Oh man it was late already, so yong ming was like nvm we shall have it after svc, during that time i was feeling bad......

Ok svc was awesome ok, Ps kong is back.... Woot his preaching is awesome, touch by what he just said earlier on........ Wrote down a lot of notes about what he just preach about.... hhmmmmm and i was in front of my cousin cell group which is mich jie jie.... ok!! and of cuz someone in there.... ^^

ok end svc went to airport to fellowship.... ok fellowship was awesome...... ok!!! hoho then on the way home was keep smsing someone.... cool ^^ sweet ok...

ok everything was just awesome today!!

2010-07-14T18:59:00.002+08:00

Ok yesterday have a really fun video call and web cam with brian and daryl..... it awesome ok!!!! take photos of our Big eyes... But not to forget about msn conference with brian, charmaine and eileen.... We were chatting quite long till i became to fall sick, i took a bath and i pray to God that he can heal me because today i had N lvl oral, i pray for my sickness and oral......

Thanks to brain for praying also, then i made a promise that i will go a week fast without soft drinks, and eventually God heal me today morning, amen!!! So i must made my promise.

today oral was like OMG, i tink i can pass, the invilgilator was smiling all the way, ok i think they must be happy listening to me? hahahah................. I wish myself all the best.

Oh ya thanks brian and charmaine for wishing me good luck this morning. XIE XIE NI

2010-06-25T17:49:00.002+08:00

Currently hong tuck is now at my house, doing song sheet for E472...... Yeah!! For later Cell Group Meeting at joan house, yeah!! it going to be awesome!!! I am turning more happy and happy. Hahahaha Hong tuck is scolding my PRINTER!!!!! He saying my PRINTER is SLOW POK hahahhaha.... Hey my printer is old ok!!!

hahahah Today early morning about 2 a.m had fun MSN conference with Huang Wan Ting and Daoyi.... hahahaha yeah!!! hahaha.... So fun sia......... Awesome.......

I Love You guys, my E472 and my youth band..... Love

2010-06-24T23:21:00.003+08:00

Ok this day has finally end here, the past seven months of happiness will shall end today. I hope you are happy for what you have now, and i hope you can find someone better then me? I hope you have made the good choice, i respect it.

Past is past, the present is present, the future is the future. What God has taken away from me now, he will return back to me a million times..... Amen!!!. I love God, E472 and my beloved friends, always there for me whenever i need them... Awesome!!....

While finally everything is all over, nvm you will still be my friend even thought we break up? yeah friend? hahaha.......

Ok so well............. Going to look ahead of me......

2010-06-24T12:51:00.001+08:00

I hope i can be your side, i hope i am the one for you, i wish i will always be there for you.

School is going to reopen, why did the one month went pass so fast? arhhhhhh
nothing really to blog

2010-06-15T17:31:00.002+08:00

To you: You have change last time you used to not be like this. But over for a moment you have like change to a different person. Is it someone has chnage you? Or not? You just sound like you does not want to treasure this relationship anymore.......

Yesterday. went out with elder cousin and amos to ktv, had whole lots of fun singing from 3 to 7. Then after that proceed to play Pool, also had fun with them, laughter and jokes. Then after that went home....... Enjoy the day.

I just love my Youth Band and E472, wish that i never be apart from them......... Loves ya.........

2010-06-14T11:16:00.002+08:00

It seems we are drifting apart, you change or i have change. I cant really know who is at fault.
It was different from last time already. Why u would not care about it, in your eyes i am just like another guy.

E472 is the best of all, they were so awesome that i have no other best words to describe them. I am so lucky to have met them. But soon we are going to spilt or one day we are going to be spilt in a different area. No matter where are are, lets now get to know each other well and stay together, lets treasure the time now..... Love E472

Later gotta meet Amos, and my elder cousin Eddy, maybe we going to play pool or watch movie go to kBox. I am not sure.

2010-06-11T15:47:00.003+08:00

Yesterday, had a great time with E472, i can tell you this they were awesome and excellence. Meet Brian, Cyrus and Janet at Bedok interchange then we proceed to East Coast Park. Then we gave Gavin a big surprise because it was his birthday. Had a great time enjoying ourselves at the beach, play soccer and fly kite. Whao!!

Then after that about 5 oclock all of us rent a bike and we cycle, the exciting is my Youth band and i kept singing while riding and at the same time enjoying the breeze. hahas Awesome.

then after that we go to parkway to have dinner. I love Youth band and E472 always there for me. Awww so touch T_T......

Love you all.........

2010-06-08T13:52:00.002+08:00

It has been 5 days i did not talk to you, what you have done really makes me angry or sad or hurt...... i do not really know those feeling, it just changes round and round. Is your life just like this, i have given everything that just make you happy with it.

Thought some of my friends said, should not give way to you....... Some said just let it be cuz she a girl........ This makes me a difficult choice.

Is it my mistake that i have giving you way too much?

You never put me in you? Did you? Or i did not notice?

Anyway thanks Janet for being my listening ear, I love you ^^........
And of cuz God for loving me too

2010-05-26T14:30:00.002+08:00

Thanks to my E472 and my "youth Band" for celebrating for my birthday and thanks to HER for singing birthday song for me in my Fb wall post.

Really enjoy myself on that day, recieve present, cake and a car shape birthday card with E472 faces on it...... Thanks for birthday message for me that was written on it.

Recieving my result 2moro........ I did improve alittle. But still did not pass overall.... But wish mum will not ban me....... Improve is better then not improving......

June holidays is going to arrive soon!! Just i have planned i am going to study and of course go out with my Youth band and others.......

i prepare some stuff for myself to do during the holidays. Really got to mugg on studies that keep my time busy....

I have been praying for myself to go to church

2010-05-19T18:50:00.003+08:00

My result was not so bad......... i did improve some of my subjects....... I should be able to do well in my N levels. i am trying to aim for a better course. Wish mum still let me go church. God has made a huge impact in my life. Amen!!

Firstly, thanks to Janet for her help earlier on just now, feel better after talking to her. About some stuff. Thanks Janet!!

Secondly, i might fail overall but i tried my best and show improvments.

Thrid, Thanks God for giving me a helping hand on my studies.

I wish N level will be an easy stuff for me and others. Hope this year the standard of N level might be low.

Had plan for june holidays, i am going to study and of course some time to go out. Yeah.....

2010-05-14T16:25:00.002+08:00

Yesterday, went out with Janet, Li xin and some of her friends. Have a lots of fun with them, enjoying ourselves like crazy. I am sorry Janet for not taking pictures with you :(. sorry, later with see you then have a picture with you. Now was bored waiting for time to pass by then out for CG... yeah

Next time maybe will be going out with them again..... As group as usual or maybe change?

Now was just worry for my result......... But most important is N Lvl....... I hope mum still allow me to go even though i did not produce good result.

2010-05-05T13:01:00.003+08:00

Thanks to all those person who had prayed for me......... especially E472. Whao did not know they were so awesome and good to me..... Awwww i am so touch......... Thanks to Ah nettie who gave me encouragement........ obviously my Big family= Le en, Hong tuck, Amelia, Janet, Sheryl, Li xin and of cuz me....... haha really have a great time with them....

Sometimes i wish i will be able to stay long with them, My brother who becomes a CGL, i will nvr be in his Group and i will be away with my FAMILY........... that kinda sad....... but it OK cuz my bro is PCGL and that was his dreams to be CGL....... and he will be....... everyone has the right to go after their dreams..........

Now was worried for my exams, wish i can produce good result, to show my mum, but one thing i have change to a better PEROSN!!! not like last time......... I am willing to transform into a new person......

Wishing all my best for my exam...... and for others tooo

I love E472 and big family

2010-04-15T16:19:00.002+08:00

My life has change completely after ever since i have went through salvation and believe in Him....... Every moment of it........ I have learn to obey my parents and listen to them...... My temper has change to a better 1..... My attitude is like improving....... Learn not to get agitated easily, thought i have some part that have not been change, it will soon be change....

Out there in the world, the way you carry yourself such as, attitdue, manners and many more is important.......

So i thanks Him for what he has done in my life..............

2010-04-14T19:34:00.002+08:00

Exams are coming soon....... Everyone back up and study..........

To you:

I am sorry for what i have done that has really hurt you a lot........... I am really feeling bad that what i have done....... I should not have done those thing that have hurt you and make you heartbreak........... You are suppose to be with me happy always.......... I know i should have said it... Yeah you are just right...... I am really such a ...........

sorry

2010-04-07T16:43:00.002+08:00

I am now Sick, wishing God would heal me faster, so that i would able to attending svc and concentrate on studies better. There were TONS of study to do already...... For i am now only concentarting on N lvl paper.......

This week we will able having BGR event (Boards Games Relay) with my CG, anyone interested?

Baby:

You are just awesome

2010-04-04T13:48:00.002+08:00

Easter service was so awesome and nice, drama was fantastic, all thanks to our church drama production, put up a great and nice show for CHC members and friends to watch and know what is going to be life when Jesus is still with us now. Awesome!!!

Went for 2 service, the drama was so funny and some part were touching sence.......

E472 was a best cg......... Staying with them just make me feel good.... E472 let be a most happy cg ever!!

2010-03-30T15:18:00.002+08:00

Sry for blogging this few days, was busy thinking who shall i invite to church...... Can i please get back to study mode... Piss off......

Baby:
"When it rains, try to catch the falling raindrops. the ones you catch will show how much you miss me. The ones you miss reveal how much i am going to miss you"

Easter service:

Friday ( 5.30 P.M)
Saturday ( 3.30 P.M or 5.30 P.M)
Sunday ( 12.30 P.M)

please inform me lastest thurday.... thanks

2010-03-19T19:10:00.002+08:00

You just stuck up in my head, you just bring happiness to my life. Each time you said that you just made my heart pound even harder and faster. You bring me out of darkness and you hold my hand tight and you keep me as warm as possible. I will be there for you each time you need me, i will be by your side.

I will always keep you by my side. Trying to keep you away from harm and danger. Love ya

2010-03-18T19:30:00.003+08:00

Just now just went to AMK hub to catch a movie with James, we watch the movie called " Kidnapper", movie rating was just soso..... But was damm funny when on the way to the movie....hahas..

I am just missing you the way i am, wishing to hold your hand tie and walk through the darkness of the forest. I will be scared if i walk through the forest alone, but with you i will not be scared, because you lit my heart, you warm my heart so that i will not be afraid. We shall leave the forest safe and sound... Miss you Baby <3

2010-03-17T18:39:00.003+08:00

You will never be wrong in my eyes, you will always be a prefect in my heart. But whenever i have done wrong, so sorry.... But you are always the best. ^)^..... You just make my heart pound harder and harder...... I will just keep saying "Baby"

What on my mind:
I wish this school holidays is going to last for 3 months..... But it only going to last for less then a week and then school reopens....... So far so good for my result, i am not so LOUSY in the class...... But i am going to make sure i do better in SA1 and do much better then in "N" level...... So it determines whether i am going to take "O" level or will be going to Higher Nitec......

Bible verses:
God wants all things to be done in excellence:
1 Corinthians 14:40 Let all things be done decently and in order.

2010-03-16T17:43:00.002+08:00

I am now so currently missing baby.... But sometimes what she tells me to do, i cannot really do it for her..... I am bad? Am i cruel?

Sometimes it just feel hurt to do somethings that does not really produce a good result... I am just letting my mind to decide whether to carry on what she has intructed me to do.....I just can help myself to do it.

I am so bad.........

Bible:

Be careful what you approve as good:
Romans 14:22b Happy is that condemns not himself in that thing which he allows.

Remember this praise GUYS.....

Can those people reading plz at least comment, but plz put real name, i am not going to do anything to you...... I swear.... Lying is a SIN..... so i promise

2010-03-14T14:03:00.003+08:00

Everything start up by learning and improving......... Improving is better off then not improving..... Then slowly you start to improve and improve....... Improve until you can get what you want...... After you get what you want..... You carry on to improve until you can get the max......

Dun let people give the impression of you, dun let the impression pull down everything you have just planned.....

Romans 5:3b-5
we glory in tribulations also; knowing that tribulations works patience; and patience, experience; and experience, hope: and hope maks not ashamed; because the love of God is shed abroad in our hearts by the Holy Ghost which is given unto us.

Next chap:
Missing baby for awhile, missing her for everyday, missing her as she is my shining star, her smile make my heart feel as warm as ever..... She mean to me in everything, as i mean to her almost everything.....

She is only the lifetime in my life, once once...... not twice in the lifetime...... there why she is precious to me...... I love her in everything that she has.......

2010-02-22T17:56:00.002+08:00

This few day have been constantly missing baby. ^^ And of cousre God, God has done so much things for me, he change my life, my behaviour and my attidue. I have learn to respect my parents, obeying my parents intructions. Last time i was so wildful, ingoring my parents intructions and many more.

But now i have learn, see praise the Lord..... I have admitted that i am sinner. Who does wrong things, like telling lies, being rude to parents and elderly. Making fun of people, bullying and many more. But now i am slowly changing, i feel....

Really thanks lord.....

Baby i am missing you so much...... ^^

2010-02-20T17:36:00.003+08:00

Sometimes it just make my feel sad about you, it just make my feeling and emotion went down. Sometimes i am just waiting for you but you would nt just come and look for me. But i will know that i will always be there for you when you need me. But sometimes i cant help you, it make me feel bad.

Sometimes i am expecting for you, but you were not here to keep me. But i understand your situation.

Baby ^^

2010-02-11T20:39:00.002+08:00

Damm piss of with some teachers in the school, just because the class is noisy whole class have to stay back tomorrow after CNY. Some more is a relive teacher, seriously take out a foolscap paper, say this" Did i ask you to take out foolscap paper", then wanna do self revision of geography still dare say this" Did i ask you 2 copy it?" and beside it is geography lesson.

Want to study also cannot? Dun want study also cannot? What the hell. My brains is like going to Boom, so many thngs to think about?

The most worried is baby, her wound had got even worst. Instead of getting better it get worst.
I mean serious after CNY, going to really brush up everything.

Baby must really take care and becareful. ok?

2010-02-10T19:26:00.002+08:00

I am now like so worry about baby, she injure today. Fell down...... OMG make me go OMG...... Pretty sad for her....... Wish i was there to help her.......But i cant... I am so sorry about that baby?....

Really make me hurts... Chinese New Year was like a few days only.... Oh man...... Wish that, that does not happen at all, I wish that she is feeling better and ok?

Baby mut take care of yourself and be careful next time. T_T

2010-02-09T06:36:00.002+08:00

Today, i will be going home late again, got remedial then follow up got CIP project, will be ending about 5 plus..... By the time, i will be like exhausted and i really hope that i will not be so tired and got a irritating headaches make me aches the whole school day , during lesson cant even concentrate on learning, feeling restless.

Now i am like counting down the time to about 3 more weeks and i will be attending church services regularly, feeling excited. What i wanted to go there because to praise, worship and receive testimonial from all types of pastor and make new friends...

And once again i have forgotten to files in my paper into my file.... Wish there is computer or someone will just say, " Andy, FILE IN YOUR PAPER INTO YOU FILE NOW!!!". Will that be exciting? hohoxx

Currently is like missing baby lo. T-T

2010-02-07T21:24:00.002+08:00

What am i suppose to do? Thinking and planning on what am i suppose to do....... Today went to father workshop and make my sample stainless steel bar for my DnT project..... But quite worried that teacher might now allow that stainless bar......

2010-02-06T18:17:00.002+08:00

What can i say in this post? erm erm...... Just uploaded 4 new songs from Michael Jackson, 1st( This is it ), 2nd( You are not alone ), 3rd ( Beat it ), 4( Billy jean ).

I am like counting down to the day, wish to meet her on friday (12/2). But was thinking, will she be able to make it? If she is not able to make it, then how? Quite nervous when i will be able to meet her, my face sure turn red and nothing come out of my mouth. Was like, what to say? Quite anxious, hope she dun mind, when i am able to meet her on that day.

Will be feeling quite shy, but i hope is normal. If i were to be able to can through this, will be great.

^_^

2010-02-05T21:16:00.003+08:00

Now doing my DnT project on design brief, planning to do a "All-in 1 " cabinet, it like damm hard to do, many step on it to work it out, some of my friends are doing, dining table, dog and some others. But my is cabinet, should not had plan to do that.

This few days have been constantly thinking about Baby, She just pop in my mind anytime and valentines days is like coming, i had been wanting to pass her the gift. But dunno how to pass it to her. Just missing you Baby. <3 Baby must take care of yourself, ok?

2010-02-04T17:38:00.002+08:00

My date is nearing already, how?? It getting nearer and nearer already? What am i going to do? How? How? The world is like crushing into me. Going to piss me off with those things i in counter. What i am like going to be as busy as a bee and i am going to try to put in my mind that i must be hardworking as an ant.

No matter what comes my way.

Hohoxx Valentines day is coming sia, i am going to prepare the GIFT l, so excited, but dunno how to face her and give it to her, scare she dun like it? Or reject it? Must make her happy xoxo. ^_^

There is one sentence i say today, i went pass a church and saw this testimonial. Jesus said " Come to me...." Am i right? Amen!!

2010-02-01T16:11:00.003+08:00

I am like getting out of the HELL. What the CRAB (crap) is this? There almost nothing in my life to get so many things to do and yet i am like just wasting my time only.

There is 1 more year for me to go in Secondary school life and everything is going to change tremendously. Many things is coming my way, everything diffcult situation is reaching.

Every step i take to climb a mountain, every breath is harder to believe. I make it through the pain, weather the hurricanes to get to that one things

Just when i think the road is going nowhere then it take it by the hand and show i that i can, There are no Boundaries!!!

Yeah! I know that, i am trying to pump in my sweat and blood in every work i am trying to do.

Can i be an "A*" student, can i? I am like trying to reach that in my life, but why i cant just want to prove something for myself.

Come on Andy Ng!!! ME LOVE God and BABY

2010-01-30T14:44:00.002+08:00

This few days was like very tired, reach home was already half dead, so went to take a bath and jump onto the bed and sleep. Was into a deep sleep, last time i did not experience this, but now like so stress but did not feel the stress in the head.

I am trying to be as hardworking as an ant but i am actually as lazy as a pig. Could not get myself into study mode, all i do was drag drag but in the end i manage to get myself into study mode like about 1 to 2 hr. But was thinking it is not up to standard for a secondary 4 people. Look at those bookworm out there in the world, all they now was STUDY, but in this world was only gamer in Singapore.

Even my friend who always score 1st in the class, said she does not like to study, but its no choice.

i am going to aim a pass in my CA

2010-01-24T00:29:00.001+08:00

Why you cant just think what you are suppose to do when i ask you that? WHY? is it so difficult to understand. i will just keep waiting till i get it from you ok? I AM STILL WAITING for, it had been ages since u knew about it but u just kept silence. Why i wish you would just say something.

2010-01-22T21:43:00.002+08:00

Guys, there is a few more weeks then i started gaining trust from my mum already. Started doing things on my own to prove for what i can for her. The important thing is that i can start to go to church and worship Him. Him is the greatest life ever in me. Gaining trust from mum is the most important and respecting her the most important this prove how discipline you are. That is how she see in you. After going to church for the some time, my life has change, i feel like i become for self-discipline, attitude, self-reliance and responsibility. This is going to increase more and more until it reach the fullest potential. Mum, i am going to get your trust!!!

Secondly, i am starting to get heavy in work, work , work, I mean Schoolwork. IT A BIG BIG BIG PROJECT!!!!!! It DnT big project, those who are taking DnT and you are in like sec 3 or lower, it easy, i even score the highest but you reach sec 4, that the real time, if you in sec 3 and you still cannot cope, i guess what you better back up or else it is full stop for you. BIG PROJECT, got 7 months to do my artifact. You got to do many things, i shall continue the next post

2010-01-09T17:30:00.002+08:00

Sorry for not posting for this few days due to study, Mum does not allow me to use the computer. Nvm it okies, i dun mind ^_^. Dunno what to post just want to say that i have change the blog song to Haru Haru and Sorry Sorry. hahas anyone love it? Post on my blog.

2010-01-03T20:50:00.002+08:00

Tomorrow, school going to be reopen and i will be taking my N lvl already, OMGs hahas. Everything is going to be alright, with Him nothing is impossible, Yeah!!!. I will bless the LOrd with all my soul, Holy are You lord my heart will sing out.

School reopen everything is going to be alright, i mean back to normal as usual but one thing has change is Me, Myself. After this few months, i have been through sunshine and rain, but everything seems to be solved!! Yeah.....

When school has settle down, i am going to be studying hard, revising and of course some outings. Study come in my life. He has give me his light, he has shine up all my darkness in me making it bright for me to carry on with my journey up the Mountain and road.

"Never get distracted in everything, always forcus in one thing, then this is the only way to achieve what you wants" By Pastor .......

2010-01-03T13:40:00.003+08:00

Yesterday when to Church, the Hall has be move from Hall 8 to Hall 1. The Church service was Good. After service went to simpang and have dinner, the beef steak was not so bad, on the way to Simpang was chatting with Yong Ming kor about swimming , then Cyrus suddenly come disturb we both chatting. LOL

We were then walking on the small road, this thing was damm funny, Eric and his friend stand opposite the road. When they saw a car coming already, his friend pretend to throw a string to Eric then they both hold it. The car slowly down and stop but there was nothing then the uncle drive again after being tricked by them with and invisible string, hahas then everyone started to laugh.

hahas Brian Lee remember to give Morning call ar? lol when the time has reach.

"If you fail to plan, you are planning to fail" from pastor ....... ( i will remember that )

2009-12-30T21:00:00.002+08:00

Getting on with your life make a differences from what you did now. Hahas just now was like chatting abit with Shir did not know that she was blogging too, -.-!! ( I mean now ) There is nothing much to post about. Hahas. Wish that i can attend this coming Saturday the service, plzzz mum let me go to every service it will benefit me alot from now the the future in me.

"Love what you have now, better then regret in the future"
" Cherish what you have now, rather then being lave alone in the times"
From-- Andy

I am really piss off with someone or maybe sometwo. Really piss off with that person. I am letting life goes on.

2009-12-28T21:37:00.002+08:00

Does life get easier for me ? This question have pop up to me now. So far so good, i am closer to Him now better then last time. After having to attend quite a number of services this month. Brian Lee was like JY JY, keep on asking , keep on asking. Hahas Brian Lee so funny. Just have to ~~~Pray~~. Looking for the future i have.

Knowing what i can do, is the time where i learn. Get on with Hope, is the future in you.

2009-12-27T20:55:00.002+08:00

All i have been thinking is Church Church Church. Really want to go feeling that i am so called related to Him. But why i does not have a guts to ask mum. WHY! WHY! WHY!. Something is pushing me to go to church. Like, " Go to Church, Go, Go, Go. Come On, Go to church". This mind always said but whenever thinks of my mum getting angry, i would not have the guts? Can anyone help me, so called sort out this problem?

Can anyone please give me a helping hand? Reach out for me? Please?

Church services, wish to attend it all service. Or maybe Mum suddenly say " Andy, i give you the freedom to chose a religon?

I would say " Christian ". Then i will say Christian is not a religon is and relationship to Him. Yeah.

Come on PLease

2009-12-26T21:26:00.002+08:00

Just came back from grandma house after eating dinner because just went for End year service at church, finally praises Him. Feel the comfortable feeling, i am instead related to Him after some thing happens. Just wish to go to church more often, if my mum were to let me go for every service i am going to prove to her my Good result. Serious i am going to prove.

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~I am going to keep on praying.~~~~~~~~~~~

Why bring hates or dislike or anger to me?

2009-12-25T10:37:00.002+08:00

Yesterday went church with Brian lee, my brother and my other two cousin. After that was waiting for two girls ( dunno what they are name ). The service was awesome and the drama was rather fantastic. After that PS Kong ask for salvation, went down for salvation for many times already, but Brian told me to went down again with him again.

Then agree with him went down with him, each time i went down there feel a rather comfortable feeling. Brian pray for me, i was like so called rather touch by what he say and done for me. Just want to thanks him. Thanks Brian ^_^.

Hope can go to church like for every service but only afraid by mum rejection. Each time went for service rather comfortable after bottling up so much feeling. If my mum were to let me go for every service, i am going to be grateful and i am going to really thanks her alot. That is my wish.

Seriously i have the feeling that i am related to Him. If the whole world is not going to love me, Him is going to love me. Will my wish be granted? Hope so

2009-12-23T20:37:00.002+08:00

Is it sweet to see someone or a couple to be fell in love each other? Just like one of my friend said, she said it sweet to see it. The feeling for each other make you melt, but in reality it does not.

To Baby:

i think of you so often,
and it always make me smile,
Because you are the type of person who make my day worth,
this lovely message is coming in me,
I once love you dearly,
i hope that we will never be apart.

Could you admit that you love me once,
Will you say a thing about we,
We were living sweet but it had been corrupt by someone,
We gone through the suffering and pain of that someone,

Could you admit it you ever love me before?

2009-12-22T20:24:00.002+08:00

I am dead bored already anyone care to talk to me in the sense of chatting.

To lover:

Our love was strong, now it is broken,
Our love was pure now it is tainted,
Our love was happiness, it turn into sadness,
our love was once a loving feeling ever we felt,
but was destroy,
by someone who disregarded the fact that we were together.

2009-12-20T20:51:00.002+08:00

To lover:

Part of me doesn't want to let go, but i do know that you really want,
Nothing can change what you mean to me,
But time change where you and me want to be,
It was all before when you find,
Me coming back for more, but that not how it is anymore,
Now i want to get over you and let go everything i once knew,
I am here to respect what you want, there by letting you go.

2009-12-19T20:51:00.002+08:00

Friday 18/12 when out with brother to habourfront and have games and bible talk. When with alot of people. After listening to Amelia about having peace with yourself, i understand what it mean already. Peace is the only way. Then reach home about 10 plus and went to sleep due to tired.

Then today when out with FAM because we have FAM outing, went out with --UNITY--, Strike-Freedom, Gundoz, gundoung, liang. hahas so fun we went to VIVO then suddenly change so we went to Sing plaza to watch AVATAR the show is rather nice then after watching went to Cathay to play lan. Hahas Liang so bad sio every time disiao Gundoz. lol then chat there and here. hahas but it play play only nothing serious. Maybe next time we going to FAM outing again. lol

2009-12-17T20:42:00.002+08:00

Today was just 1 chap of my homework, then was playing audition alone...... Till baby came in.....Then off my computer. Till now play audition playing with Denise, CPL mode for story mode. I cant help her, only manage to pass 1 time for her...... I am like disappointed to myself for not passing for her.... I am such a noob in CPL mode.... Just want to apologise to her. SRY....

Today, my mood it seems to went down, i like seems to be so emotional..... That was not like me in the past, does not know what strike me in my feeling that make me feel that kind of feeling. Luckily there is someone to talk to..

Wish to go out with that person.........

2009-12-16T17:08:00.002+08:00

My words for today is empty, my mind went blank today, cannot describe what i had done today. Tomorow i am going out with MaoMao. No, it maybe only. Nt sure. after the day after tomorow got another outing which is the gan outings. It going to be great i guess so...... It a guess
Then maybe 23 or 24 or 25 i am going to church with brother for x mas event it going to be great....... Anyone interested can plz tag my blog that you are interested..... Just stating you want to go.....

Please comment at something to make my blog nice at my tagboard. Thanks

To lover:

Would you make me happy,
Would you make a it sweet,
I wish i would grab your hand one day,
Feel the feeling in and out,
make sure you too feel the same as me
It will be just nice for it to be like that,
It will be respectful and nice.

2009-12-15T15:37:00.002+08:00

This week is a big pack for me. Tomorow going for check up then at night going for eye check up. Then the following day going with MAOMAO<3. LOL. After that saturday going with my Gans ( FAM ). This whole week is pretty busy but at least there is something to cope up rather then staying at home doing nothing and waste a day of your life.

To lover:

Could you just make my wish true,
Could you hold me tight in hand,
Could you just do something that worth for me,
Would let the life of it go wasted,
Would you let the love of it melt down you,
Would you make the first move every morning,
Not just me.
The move of your is worth of me.
Getting on with it make me feel good.

2009-12-11T19:31:00.004+08:00

Today was kinda sick the whole morning and afternoon, so i slept the whole morning to afternoon. Then went to ply audition with baby. Kinda fun playing with her and she is like very cheerful make me does not sick anymore.Kinda bored this few days, next week going out with my FAM members, then maybe 23, 24,25 Dec, one of the days i am going to church with my brother, i am kinda miss church, i am going to ask my mum to let me go, NOTHING IS IMPOSSIBLE.

To lover:

i need you, i need a hug just once to be loved again, i want to feel a whole i want to feel secure but that is impossible when your not here i dunno who you are i dont know if i ever will. One day i hope we will meet so you can sweep off my feet, i want to have that feeling. that one that everyone gets. When they know is right and they have no regrets. Will you ever be there for me? Not caring what other people believe i hope so and i hope so soon because i will be waiting......... waiting here for you

2009-12-04T20:54:00.003+08:00

Today was playing audition at that moment Baby was not online, i feel like a uncomfortable feeling. The feeling is like lonely. So i play black shot till dinner time. it rather bored like i am lonely when i never got a chance to play with baby when i am free. So i just simply blast the people head, i did not expect myself to get a extreme bloddy head shot reward

To lover:

I am not sorry for my soul
that it must go unsatisfied
for it can live a thousand times
eternity is deep and white.

shall we, too rise forgetful from our sleep
and shall my soul that lies within your hand

2009-12-03T20:57:00.001+08:00

Today play black shot whole day. I am kinda tired of already, all this while i play Counter strike for 10 years, then now i play black shot, i am not so use to it. If counter strike that will be great.

I finally see the future of mine in me

2009-12-01T20:52:00.002+08:00

Today play with baby audition but suddenly audition disconnected due to some urgent restart. So now playing facebook games. Tomorrow mostly probably Liang is coming to do some work

The time it seems to be running out, but the day seems to pass by each day slow, but the night fall quickly. Then sunrise again seem to be so fast, then the cycle restart all over again.

Am i thinking for something or am i waiting of the day i wish to come? This month i have lots of thing to do, many outings and going out.

2009-11-30T20:41:00.002+08:00

Today went for therapy, then when home play audition with Baby but suddenly dad call me to help him to install a new wire into hos bedroom, drill hole here and there. Then after dinner went to play audition with baby again until now blogging.

Life is getting easier for me after i had met a a person who has change me. Getting better to understand what he say, following what he has taught me and i apply to it and it works. It make me feel good and comfortable. Without him i not even knowing what am i suppose to do. Without him my life will be in chaos.

2009-11-29T20:29:00.003+08:00

Just now try watch Liang wedding party, gratzs for him. hahas. Today just msning only, and play alittle bit of audition.

Getting on with something i like to do, is a great thing for me to do. Clinging on something you want is what you desire. What you really want is what you wish for. What you wish for is want you want to get. What you want to get is what you want to use it. What you want to use it is what is useful to you.

2009-11-28T20:05:00.002+08:00

The hope is yours, cherish it or you lose it. You grab it or you release it, the last choice is your make the decision on your own. Whether you let the bird fly or stay with u always. The only way to get out it is to think on your own, make up your own mind.

To nameless:

You know what? You are actually coward ok, why not put down your real name? show it to others WHO ARE YOU? You dun admit it? i shall use the IP address to find out who are you and better still you disgrace your own face! You will fail to do what you are trying to do. So admit it now, tell us here who are you?

To my friend:

Those friend who have help me scold the nameless, thanks for your help anyway. I really grateful for you, because he is a coward dun dare put name. Thanks to Chiyan, Ming hui, wanxiin and kairu. Thanks for your help!

To lover:

Why let other interfer ours,
just let us be together,
living in happiness,
I am sorry for what i have done in the past,
i admit is my mistake,
is not totally your fault actually,
but i have promise you before,
you have told me something that i must promise not to say,
i really did what i listen from you,
so just forget the past, ok?
Past is past, dun let the past come and cover over us.

2009-11-27T19:50:00.002+08:00

Everyone here is a successful person, no one here is a failure. In this world, there is no one or person is failure. Is whether you want to put in the effort to make it to the top. If you do not put in the effort or hard work, you are then the failure because you chose to be a failure.

But if you chose to put in the effort and hard work, you are the successful person and deserve to be well respected by people. so no one here is a failure when you are born. In fact, you are successful because you brave through sunshine or rain in the past nine months to be born into the world.

You are already a successful person! So we are not a failure, we are indeed successful. So is your choice to be. successful or failure? The choice is yours and the choice is free. those who have fallen down, stand up your feet and fight through your difficulties. There are many people out there to help you.

We are not failure, we are just aiming for the success of life. To gain the future of yours in the hand of yours.

Please comment and tags guys. Thanks

2009-11-26T20:33:00.002+08:00

Tell me what wrong with me now? I am like insane, mad and crazy. It make no sense of it, i am just feeling down and emotional. I need someone who can cheer me up? Keep me what i am always and but to who am i?

The feeling of being snatch away, is sad. The feeling of untrusted, is hurtful. Everything just come into one piece. Why would a mother chicken always sit on the egg? It wanted to give the chicks warm and security. The mother wanted her baby to be safe and not being stolen away and get eaten up.

Being a person is your choice. What kind of person you want to be is your choice. Many people lead a different lifestyle. Why must blame it or why must you laugh at it? The way you are born to be, is how you born that way. You born that way then accept the fact you are born that way.

2009-11-25T20:26:00.003+08:00

The war is over, but bloodshed is everywhere. The rain soon falls and drains then up, letting the blood to enter the sea by surface runoff and letting it to sip into the soil. Both party's are happy that the war has stop. The people around us can have peace, the peace maybe it peaceful.

Both party soon become friends and let the matter rest. Drop the weapons, drop anything that can be hurtful. Friends are better then enemy, the set of it, it creates a harmony, laughter, happiness and peace again.

There will not more war again, in the history behind it and there Will no more repeaters again. Past is past, long time ago is long time ago, history is history. There will no more be the same mistake again.

What have been done, has been done. Leave it alone, amend your mistake, accept your mistake and admit your mistake.

Accept their mistake, forgive them, dun curse them, dun hurt them at all, just forgive them for their mistake, give them a second chance to change over and forget about it and never to think it again.

2009-11-24T20:48:00.002+08:00

Why am i like staying at home all the time? Is should have gone out with friends? Or someone i wish to meet? Anyway next month i have a busy time, i am going to gentling with my relatives then after that i am going to have audition FAM outing. Then i got to go to church services. After that i am looking for someone to went out with. OK let me list down the names i want to went out with..... The person are, My brother cell group friends, my cousin "Winnie", Eleen, James, my other friends and maybe someone i just met. This are the people, Yo guys is your name are in here please tag my board and tell me whether i can go out with you? thanks

What you reap is what you sow. What you hard earn for it you deserve it.If you dun work for it you dont deserve it. Dun even think of cheating it and try to get what you wants because you be in guilty and you will suffer.

2009-11-23T20:17:00.003+08:00

Today was just blog, facebooking and audition. Just auditioning with Denise just now about 4.30 to 5 o clock. Went to have dinner and back into computer again.

Making life easy for everyone is the only choice to make everyone happy and in joy. But if you make people life miserable or difficult, you will be hate and had a bad impression in other people. Every step you take in your life, is where you are leading to the future of yours. If you had made a mistake, learn it from that. If you fail, do it till you success from it. This when responsibilities and self-reliance come into your way. the attitudes you gave for others will be great and the leading of success will be awesome.

If you want to be success, you got go through hard work. No Pain No Gain, why do some people out htere are success? Because they simply put in the hard work in it. This is how they become success in life. Every step you take is a learning process and every mistake you have done is also a learning process.

Lol guys this question just pop out in my head. Comment on it guys. Please? comment

2009-11-22T20:30:00.002+08:00

Today woke up early then started to use computer until about 1 o'clock, my Dad, Mum, Brother and Me went out for lunch at bedok rev market. After that we went straight to Tampines Mall to buy tickets for 2012. Then went shopping i bought a Beanie. The show is quite interesting, i will give the rating about 3 and a half over 5. Then we to eat Sakura, eat and eat and eat until it fill up my stomach. Then went back home already, now i am here blogging.

I have learn to accept what it comes my way. I get to overcome my difficulties. Get a better life is not that easy. but getting to know a person, i mean a secret person i met, has eventually change my life. That person is Great, awesome, fantastic and has excel in everything, has really did change mine life now. You are great!!

looking at the bright side, it not that hard and difficult. what u need is courage, encouragment, daring and willing to change. It will take you to the bright side. Everything around you will soon change and they will start to give you a smile. Everything you want to know, you will soon to be known inside you.

2009-11-21T20:52:00.002+08:00

Why is life for me getting diffcult for me now? i am like getting too "HOT" up and my blood is like boiling already. I need someone to hear me out, i want to talk to the person that i am comfortable with..... What i want to say that someone out there has already taught me how to be calm over the situation i am facing now. Life is going to be easy and diffcult in over times. But i really miss school days, because whenever i go to school i meet the person i can really share with.

The reason why i want to chat with someone, i want to chat with is to listen what am i facing and what he/she point of view. I am to get over with it i want to stop the situation i am facing now to end it. But it cant help it, it couldt want to stop, it just want to drag it on and on. What have been done has been done. So be it, life has to be carry on, there are many better furture out there for me. I am not going to care that issues anymore. I just let it be, from now on i will try and to avoid playing with you. I will try to avoid making trouble between us. I will try and try and try to avoid, i will try my best.

Please tagg and try to give comments. I will reply you back in your blog. Thanks

2009-11-20T20:14:00.002+08:00

Yes on the mid December i will be going out with all my other FAM members that is from audition. Some of you guys will know it. Yesterday just had a little argument with my younger cousin which is Ryan over the audition, at that time i was playing with Denise. then i accidentally scold Denise until she say what?.But after that my cousin and me become ok le, we both explain nicely. i want to say sorry to Denise for accidentally scold until her.

Then today had an other argument with my other younger cousin which is Amos, he became so angry about mine post on nov 18. He suddenly start scolding me why must i describe about my uncle house as HELL and WORST. This is how i describe about it. Meaning of HELL is very suffering like you cannot bear the pain of it and the meaning of WORST is like unimaginable place and unbelievable place. This is what i want to describe the place.

Yes he said last time i do enjoy staying there. Yes i admitted i do enjoy but that was the past, last time i was perfectly fine, my asthma was not so serious and i have not done any operation yet. But now i already done two operation during the past 3 years. What more last week i went up to my uncle house, the dust make me feel uncomfortable and there is a little pain at my back. But even before my lastest operation, i always fall sick. It make me feel the most pain and breathless in the midnight. So that is i describle about it.

This is all i can say? Amos if you still trying to be mean towards me, i cannot help it anymore because i does not want to be in great pain, will u want to be in great pain, will you want to suffer? i bet you will not? I really hope you understand it. I apologise to you about this morning arguing over MSN. I am sorry.

2009-11-19T20:03:00.002+08:00

My back is very itchy, i feel like scratching it but doctor say dun not hurt the wound. Haizz cannot bear the itchyness. Nowaday it just keep on raining, is the world going to end like this. oops i must not say this kind of comment. Is life very simple or diffcult? This few day i just go blogging and facebooking and play audition. That is mine everyday life on computer. My mum tell me that this coming weekend my younger cousin and my aunt and my mum and me will be going to watch 2012 but i said idun wanna go. So they cancel the movie because i said i can watch it at home. hehehe........ nowaday very bored, anyone care to like sms me to like pei me chat. And the most important thing is that i cannot wait to go to church with brother for christmas event. Anybody want go with me, i tell you it is going to be very nice and interesting. I swear you will like it.

To lover:

One night without you,
is like an hard time finding a pin in a bag of rice,
if i cannot understand what means to you,
i am sorry,
what most important is,
I love you for who you are,
I care for you,
going to lend you my back,
you are the one who touch me,
i will give you a hand,
if you need me i will be there for you,
Baby,
let me ask you a question?,
Do you ever love and like me?
Please reply in my tag.

2009-11-18T15:00:00.003+08:00

Yoyo today woke up damm early because today got check up to take away the bangage from my back. waaa feel much comfortable after taking it out. Then straight away went home, then i feel so hungry, i called for mcdonals to eat. Mcwings waaa so nice and yummy. then went to watch Tv about 1.30 p.m i started to use com till now already.

There is one thing i want to say, why must i every two saturday go up to my ah ma house and stay there for a night. That place was the worst place and it a hell for me over there!! Why did i say this because it so dusty, during the night it make me sneeze then after that it soon make me cough then after that the worst nightmare i had it i started to have BREATHLESS that make me cant sleep throughout the night. Then the next morning i will start to have eyesore. Aww that is the nightmare i had. Why cant i just stay at home and then my mum and maid and my other relavtives go up and stay there. do not forgot i still have mine dad at home, he can take care of me. He can bring me out for lunch and dinner. I really suffer alot when i always go up to my ah ma house. If my mum were to allow me to stay at home with my dad and they go up. It will be wonderful for me. I will thank her alot. And i do really enjoy staying with my dad at home alone too it like even better then staying at my ah ma house. I HATE GOING THERE.........

2009-11-17T15:48:00.002+08:00

Life is getting better now, better and better. i wish that everyday it will gets better until it reach till the max. Miss the old days that i had with my long time friends they were super wonderful friends i had with.....mixing with a new friends after leaving my primary school. Now i am already in sec 4 next year it getting closer to poly and going to miss my secondary friends. ohhhh..... But i prefer friends that are very close to me. That is prefect for me..... The friends that are SUPER CLOSE TO ME is JAMES NORMANDY. He is good.....

To lover:

How great is my life to you,
You will always be in my heart,
you just give me a smile,
i will always remember you,
looking at you,
cant really forgot you,
missing you every seconds,
missing you every mins,
there is 3 words i want to say,
I LOVE YOU,
this is for you,
I love you for who you are,
i care for you,
because you are the girl,
who deserve this from me.
LOVES you always

2009-11-16T16:34:00.002+08:00

May the world leave in peace? God bless everyone? i can't wait to go chruch with brother this christmas, i bet it going to be fun. Oh ya anyone interest to come with me my chruch is going to have a christmas event service which means that there will be a drama for us, then it like free gifts from the chruch.Anyone interested please inform me? thanks. Just updated 2 lastest song. this few days is like keep on blogging and play with BABY online auditioning. She is like making my life wonderful, she is great, I love it. i am letting life go easy now.

To lover:

Can u do without me?
Can u stop thinking about me?
My heart breaks when you are in bad mood,
that why i cannot hate to see you angry,
i want you to be happy always,
i does not want you to be like mad,
Baby can you promise me something?
dun be angry or mad,
if you are angry or mad at something,
you can come and tell me,
i will share the problem with you,
i help try to help you.
Ok baby can you promise me that?
Happy always.

2009-11-15T15:52:00.004+08:00

Nowaday i start to feel a uncomfortable feeling. The feeling is like i want to scold the person and beat him up. But i am controling because God told me so? Never to be evil and never hurt other by physcially. I am controlling. The feeling started when, this guy i does not want to be name, always like to steal things from me. Like what you will be guessing, i does not want to say it out in the blog because i does not want to make things worst. But if you all really want to know what things did he do to me, you may sms me and i will tell you so? I cannot stand it anymore, reminding myself to stay calm. Why is the world seems to be so unfair? I will give a clue only. There it is......... why cant THIS GUY look for other ---- in his school, why must THIS GUY come and steal mine. Is THIS GUY mad or what, THIS GUY did even know that----. If THIS GUY is so good and smart, THIS GUY can look in his school rite? Stealing mine always, ALWAYS and ALWAYS. Can my good friend out there help me? what should i do that make him STOP stealing from me? Or maybe he is not mature yet to understand it. really got angry with this. If i can't stand with his kind of " STEALING" habit. I dun know how is the situation is going to be? My good friends out there help me?

To lover:

My love is on your hand now,
i am serious on you,
going to believe me please,
my heart pound on it,
time to see it always seen on it,
my choice for you is wonderful,
you are just like an apple,
that make it sweet for me,
i feel like i am getting closer to you,
Do you feel it?
I hope you know it?
knowing you is really glad for me,
I will give the best i can for you,
Love is the most important for me,
REALLY LOVES YOU.

2009-11-14T19:17:00.002+08:00

To lover:

The sun is soon reaching you,
the sea is lapping happily,
the heat of the sun is warming your body,
the night of the cold breeze is fearful,
but you are not afraid,
With me,
you will feel safe,
i will accompany with you all the way,
hold your hands and walk past it,
you and me will bear this,
both of us will suffer,
not you only but me too,
We both will sat by the beach,
to look the star,
making it nice and comfortable,
Our day will sat it go and end it well.

2009-11-14T14:18:00.002+08:00

To lover:

If i have done anything wrong to you,
i am sorry,
could you forgive me?
Making you feel the best of you,
making you feel wonderful,
get closer to me,
while i get even closer to you,
you are a light to me,
u guide me into the deep forest,
but u light it up making me safe,
i willl be your pair of eyes,
to help you look out of the danger you are facing,
so we will never be apart.

2009-11-12T14:52:00.001+08:00

To lover:

Always listen to you,
to me you are baby,
you are like gem towards me,
you are very important to me,
wishes to spend time with you,
making you happy,
but not making you sad,
you will always be happy,
if you are bad mood come to me,
if you are sad come to me,
i will share your problem with myself.
Care you no matter what,

Activities:

This whole week nothing much to do just play audition with baby,
cannot wait to go to Church with my brother,
next month i will start on my N level book,
will be starting to study.
Next month going to genting,
haizz boring.
there is nothing much to post except for my BABY.

2009-11-11T19:33:00.002+08:00

To lover:

May the wishes you made come true,
i will be there for you,
there many thoughts of you in my mind,
finding you good,
finding you caring,
many more that i cannot say it out,
because it too many of you,
my life will not make no more sense without you,
because you are important to me,
really BABY you are important to me,
Baby did i make your day good?
Baby did i cheer you up?
Baby did you find me good?
Baby did you find me interesting?
Baby i hope you answer it?
Really loves you

2009-11-10T16:57:00.002+08:00

To lover:

My heart is warming,
cant wait to see you,
cant wait to chat with you,
what i have done is already done.
done is already done,
look into your beautiful eyes,
just give you a sweet smile,
have no words coming out from my mouth,
but my body expression show you,
show you what?,
show you that I LOVE YOU.
Be with you always,
good to you,
care for you,
everything i can do for you.

2009-11-09T16:14:00.002+08:00

To lover:

My back will always ready for you. Always ready for you. You give me a smile that always have a U shape lips. We are like a part of birds that sat on the tree braches looking at the beautiful sun set. The sun at that moment was huge and orange. The light was not painful for the eye but instead was just nice for the eyes. It was warming your heart and my heart. The Sun was setting behind the horizontal sea line. It will always last there. I love you.

what did i do today?

Today nothing much about it, just that LIANG come my house then play my audition. Then i was like sitting at he living room playing PSP. Then after lunch it my turn to play audition because LIANG got to go to school le. Then i play with my kor kor friends, they were like can win me. But i was like dun want lose face then try my best, it was like lucky. Then after that go play with my BABY until now. Dunno what going to happen after that. Please call some of your friend who have a blog to come to my blog and taggs and please ask them to leave a their blog URL i link them asap.

2009-11-04T17:12:00.002+08:00

To lover:

Just wanna tell you,you brighten my soul. You have given my the happiness whenever i chat with you, i feel good when i chat with you. You are my baby and i am your bibi. We are suppoese to be together. I want to tell this i LOVE YOU. I am you while you are me.

What on my mind now:

Now i am at the hospital, just finish my operation a few days ago. Now i am feeling much much better already but kust that i am afraid when at night then i will start to feel pain. Now using my lap top using the wireless@sg. haizzzs hope i can recover fast n dun feel pain and sick.

2009-10-28T07:36:00.002+08:00

Today woke up damm early prepare to go for hospital le. Then faster use computer because today is the last day i post to i discharge from the hospital. I am going to miss Baby le. Haizzz. If Baby were there for me, it will be great.

To Lover:

I will be there for you and you must be there for me,
You are the pair of eye while you be the pair of ears,
i will always be with you,as i am you,
Our love in the piece of heart shall beat in one time,
Going to respect you, care for you and many more which i cannot say it out,
Baby you have cheer me up when i am down, concern me when i am in need,
I will do the same to you for what you have done.
Baby really love you......

2009-10-27T21:29:00.002+08:00

Very very boring. really going to miss Baby. Must faster recover then can chat with her all this. Really scare about the operation. Must remember baby in it. baby 520. must wait for me hor? zGoing to tell myself to recover very fast. Baby 520.

2009-10-27T14:26:00.002+08:00

To Lover:

You brought my day fill with joy,
make my day thinking of you,
really gotta miss you if i were never to chat with you,
i will try my best to keep you with me,
you are the sweetest i ever meet in my past 15 years,
if given a chance i will go for you.

if i make your day sweet, i am happy,
if your day fill with joy, i am happy,
your everyday life is good and fine, i am very happy for you,
Am i your only one? Am i? am i really your only one?

Activities:

today no school just stay at home do E learning, must use the computer damm long. Do all the useless homework that never seen before, all is like??????????? some of it i dun even understand lor. I was thinking IMg i am going for sure, but quite fun bahhs, because can use MSN while doing work. Then must follow time table, hahas some of my friends jio the work then go play games then go back do the second Homework. If everyday school life is like that it going to be fun. Oh ya guys this few days i will not be blogging or msning because i am going for an operation. i am alittle scare. Anyone help me? I hope lover is there for me^^

2009-10-26T14:24:00.004+08:00

Lover:

I have been looking for that someone. i never make it on my own. dreams can't take the place of loving you. There is going to have a billion reason why is it true. Everything is going to be alright. If you right here by my side. You are the light who take my darkness away.When you look at me, give me a smile. I will give you a beautiful smile that will warm your heart. I will give my best to you and let it always remember in your heart, in your bottom of your heart. I will try to be there for you, always be there for you. you will be my girl who will get the most from me, not from other girl. Only you! this is from me and given to you. I will go for you.

Activities:

Today schooling was quite fun. Whole day no need to study at all. At first just need to have a talk from teacher telling us about a so call big project for next year, sec 4. But i was not so attentive because was tried and i fell asleep for a while then saw my group was like talking and writing down the thing to do for next year big project. Then was time for recess, dun feel like eating then stay at classroom alone, thinking about something. Hahas was like very good. The time for activities, it as archery. waa shoot here and there, then the string like PIAK my hand lor, alittle pain, then finger all like pain there and here cause must pull the string damm hard. Then go back class take reslut. ok la my result not so bad, english was 52.8, then DnT was 72, Science was like 66, combine Hum was like 51, chinese was like 36.8 then maths was like 37. My science this year not so good. T.T

2009-10-25T18:41:00.003+08:00

If i were to tell you i need you, will you believe me? yes or no? you are the path for me to go. i will give you light and we shall walk through the darkness, we will both get out of the darkness and see the light ahead of us.

Today almost whole day play audition. play audition with babyloverx, then my ex audition couple come in. Make fun of me lor. then still dare to lie. Really hate her very much. Guys i HATE her. play with babyloverx is much more fun then her. Can make the game interesting.
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2009-10-25T14:47:00.003+08:00

Life without you is meaningless to me now. I need you to be my part of my life i have a half of piece of heart and the other piece is you. I need to you to mend it back for me and it will be a complete set of heart. therefore our love will start from that on. If you love me i will love you back. 520 1314 you as i can. Lets the world know i am there for you.

2009-10-18T16:30:00.001+08:00

after exam, back to normal life again. Today cousin come to my house. To have fun. then we both play cs la, tok to k there and here. really nothing to post for today. lolzzzzzzzzzz

2009-10-17T12:47:00.002+08:00

yoyo exams has just ended, and i am so happy that is ended. hahas will be playing games, and maybe going out tooo.

2009-08-01T19:40:00.000+08:00

now at cousin house using computer. of course. Blogging, viewing website. all this. nothing really much happen. just waiting for time to past by. National Day is coming soon.